I'm Arissa Benina Oscuro Cipriano
Some friends call me riisza, ariisz, riisz.
Living in this world for 15 years.I'm
ARISSA a
15 year old girl who dreams of being loved by many people. At the first sight I might look
snobbish, but when people get to know me they find out that I'm actually a
bit crazy and
really fun to be around. I usually
listen carefully to those around me and not many things get past my eyes. Striving for
perfection. And i'm like any other
"teens" at my age.
Outgoing. Desperately seeking that one thing that
"completes" me. May it be a hobby, a hidden talent, a long lost sibling, a true friend or even someone to love. I'm a
simple girl, though I tend to complicate things most of the time, I think that's just what I've been preconditioned to do. Born on the
28th day of the month of
January in
Cabanatuan but was raised in
Las Piñas [the greatest and most lovable city I ever lived at]. And moved here in
Caloocan in the year of
2001. I'm proud to be a
full-blooded Filipina. I like colours
hotpink,
purple, and
black. I crave for what I wanted to be, I really wanted to learn many things that I can't do. I just don't even know
how and
when to start or maybe it's because I have
low self esteem. I express my feelings by writing it, that's why sometimes I do create some
quotes. Prone to a little
paranoia and
jealousy.
Too sensitive and
easily hurt. I do
lie when needed. It
hurts me when someone
mistrusts me,
laughs at me, or when my friends
stay away from me. I fear of
being alone and
being in a crowd especially when I don’t know anyone in that place. I'm
afraid to
trust anyone. I'm
selfish,
impatient and a
little insecure. I make
mistakes. I
don't stick with any one thing for very long.
Rebellious when
restricted.
Superstitious and
ludicrous sometimes. I am
not pretty like any other guys want, I have
nothing to be proud of. I am
not someone who people really admire, I am
not perfect so I admit I sometimes
envy someone. I wouldn't believe you if you'll say that you don't envy someone because
everybody does. Sometimes gives off an impression of being
standoffish or
fake. I like
healthy conversations, day or night, for as long as the person on the other line can handle. I can say that
very, very few people could carry these kinds of conversations with me. I would rather have the hurtful truth said than blissful ignorance, thanks. However I admire those who care enough to burst my bubble in a less brutal manner. I have learned to be incredibly patient, much to my surprise, but I still can be
very harsh with words.
Easily forgives but
never forgets. I consider
second chances, no negotiations, under certain conditions. I like to learn to dance, as well as learn to sing. I am a faithful catholic, although i'm not too religious. I'm
secretive. I
don't open up completely to someone as well as others because I have to keep parts of myself secret, but if and when I do, I unleash pandora's box.
Loves making friends but
rarely shows it. If someone close to me is in pain, it makes me hurt as well. Likely to depend on other friends for
emotional support. For me, I'm not hard to figure out, although I'm surprised I still haven't met anyone who has. Loves to be loved, and doesn't enjoy being hated. I
dislike conflicts.
Honest and
fiercely loyal. Learns to show emotions. Have a lot of
enthusiasm. Determined to reach goals that's why I tend to put too much pressure on myself eventhough I know that I really can't . At times, I can be a
little flaky and
irresponsible. Sometimes
temperamental. I enjoy knowing what makes you tick.
Low patience,
High temper. Showing anger easily. Still learning how to
let go of the past . A
wanderer &
dreamer. A dreamer who is able to see
both the good and the bad sides of my world. Sometimes I get
lost in my own world. Struggle
internally every day. Ready to face the world && get my shit together. Will say to your face what I say behind your back.
Quick to judge, but I`ll let you
prove me wrong. Believes that the ultimate goal in life is
to give & receive love. Lives with some
regrets. I am
romantic on the inside not outside,
sentimental, and
emotional. I tend to fall in [and out of] love very quickly. Some may call me
fickle, but you can't help where my emotions take me.
”I am not a girl who will say anything horrible about you for me to be better than you”.
I smile when I want to scream.
My lip quivers when I want to cry.
I laugh when I am nervous.
I fight for what I believe in.
I love unconditionally.
I hurt with deep passion.
I struggle to survive, you see it in the darkness behind my eyes.
I recover with hope.
ang colorpul! 
